Again with the Taylor Swift. Does she have a song for everything?
Anyways, today during baseball I was sitting off to the side, not where I normally sit, anyways, the guy I always talk about (wow, I hate privacy issues, it's really annoying not using his name)made eye contact with me!!! He held it for what felt like a while too, and it was amazing. His eyes are just the right shade of brown. I also caught him looking over at me twice, I know I'm probably reading into this more than is actually true (because he has a girlfriend) but I'm still allowerd to get excited right? So much for the liking from a far.
I can't wait for Charlie St. Cloud to come out in theatres this friday! I'm going with a friend, and it looks amazing. Im going to see Inception on Wednesday, and I still need to find time to see Ramona and Beezus. Geez, I feel like I live at the theatre or something. That, and the baseball field (which is basically home to me). So I guess the theatre is like my second home. My actual house is like third on my list of places that I spend the most time at :P
Anyways, I have to go. I just thought I'd enlighten you on my great new experience :P
Bye!
Monday, July 26, 2010
Sunday, July 25, 2010
A Place In This World
I understand everything in life now. I feel so changed. I've seen the reality of the world. My world seems so perfect compared to other people out there. Who knew that some of the people I know are forced to live this way. People my age, who I know, were forced to skip their childhoods because of their parents mistakes. I can't believe that, but this has really opened my eyes to how important it is to not take stuff for granted, and to work for what I get, because one day it could all be gone. I also have a new favourite quote that semi pertains to this topic:
"Take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back."
I don't even know what to say to this, I just thought I'd mention my new understanding of the world. I understand why each person acts like they do, each person grows up differently, and how they grow up may affect their whole lives. I'm glad I grew up the way I did, but I don't know exactly what it is like to live off of nothing, and I don't want to know, so I've decided to start working for what I want. I don't think I can ever take something for granted again, that's for sure.
Anyways, I have to go. Bye!
"Take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back."
I don't even know what to say to this, I just thought I'd mention my new understanding of the world. I understand why each person acts like they do, each person grows up differently, and how they grow up may affect their whole lives. I'm glad I grew up the way I did, but I don't know exactly what it is like to live off of nothing, and I don't want to know, so I've decided to start working for what I want. I don't think I can ever take something for granted again, that's for sure.
Anyways, I have to go. Bye!
You Belong With Me
Wow, do you notice a running trend with the title of my two blogs? Both Taylor Swift. I don't know if it's because I really like her music, or if it's relevant to how I'm feeling. But I'm thinking it's a bit of both. I wonder if Taylor Swift felt really ugly at one point, because she has a lot of songs about people not noticing her. I don't see how she could think she was ugly... but whatever.
There is this other guy at baseball who seems to like me. He added me on facebook, and is continually talking to me on there and he also tries to hard to talk to me in person and always hangs around me when he's actually supposed to be on the bench. I don't like him (obviously) because of the other guy at baseball. However, he is friends with him so if I started hanging out with the guy that may or may not like me I might be able to get closer to the guy that I actually like. But I don't know if I'd be using him or not. It kind of seems like I would be, but it's not like I'm fake dating him or anything.
At baseball the other day the guy I like got a grand slam and 3 home runs, plus he got 4 people out and won the game for us. While running to home plate during one of his homeruns he screamed "I ripped my boxers," I don't even know what to say to that. I figured that if I posted it here people would understand how hard he is making it for me to like him from a distance.
How many people watch Grey's Anatomy? I found a new interest in Justin Chambers. He is sooo cute. He plays Alex for all the people that didn't know that. I watched Valentine's Day yesterday and it had McDreamy, McSteamy, but no Alex. I was very disappointed. However, it did have Taylor Lautner so I was very happy about that. I'm also starting to think Ashton Cutcher is hilarious, before I really didn't like him but now that I've seen Valentine's Day, Dude Where's My Car, and The Guardian, I'm starting to like his acting.
Anyways, I gotta go. Bye!
There is this other guy at baseball who seems to like me. He added me on facebook, and is continually talking to me on there and he also tries to hard to talk to me in person and always hangs around me when he's actually supposed to be on the bench. I don't like him (obviously) because of the other guy at baseball. However, he is friends with him so if I started hanging out with the guy that may or may not like me I might be able to get closer to the guy that I actually like. But I don't know if I'd be using him or not. It kind of seems like I would be, but it's not like I'm fake dating him or anything.
At baseball the other day the guy I like got a grand slam and 3 home runs, plus he got 4 people out and won the game for us. While running to home plate during one of his homeruns he screamed "I ripped my boxers," I don't even know what to say to that. I figured that if I posted it here people would understand how hard he is making it for me to like him from a distance.
How many people watch Grey's Anatomy? I found a new interest in Justin Chambers. He is sooo cute. He plays Alex for all the people that didn't know that. I watched Valentine's Day yesterday and it had McDreamy, McSteamy, but no Alex. I was very disappointed. However, it did have Taylor Lautner so I was very happy about that. I'm also starting to think Ashton Cutcher is hilarious, before I really didn't like him but now that I've seen Valentine's Day, Dude Where's My Car, and The Guardian, I'm starting to like his acting.
Anyways, I gotta go. Bye!
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Invisible
I know officially feel invisible. A few days ago I would have told you that the guy from baseball talked to me which means he notices my existance. Yeah, good luck with that. He blew off baseball yesterday to hang out with his girlfriend. That's right girlfriend. I knew this would happen, and I didn't want to know if he had a girlfriend, because I didn't want anything to mess this up. Sadly, when at baseball people talk. Most of the kids know each other and see each other on a daily bases so when asked where he was every answer was as simple as "hes with his girlfriend."
Ouch. What a nice way to find out, right? I would have rather found out through Facebook. Now you're probably asking what I'm going to do next. If not then whatever. My answer is simple though, I'm not going to do anything. I'm going to like him from a far, liked I planned in the first place. I've done the whole, get close with the girlfriend, then break them apart, trust me when I say, girlfriends don't like that. Even if the guy ends up breaking up with her anyways. I've also done the whole be jealous of the girlfriend, and that doesn't help with the self-esteem. So I'm trying a new method. Hopefully, this one works a bit better.
We'll see. Anyways, I thought I just write so everyone knows I'm alive. So yeah, I gotta go. See ya!
Ouch. What a nice way to find out, right? I would have rather found out through Facebook. Now you're probably asking what I'm going to do next. If not then whatever. My answer is simple though, I'm not going to do anything. I'm going to like him from a far, liked I planned in the first place. I've done the whole, get close with the girlfriend, then break them apart, trust me when I say, girlfriends don't like that. Even if the guy ends up breaking up with her anyways. I've also done the whole be jealous of the girlfriend, and that doesn't help with the self-esteem. So I'm trying a new method. Hopefully, this one works a bit better.
We'll see. Anyways, I thought I just write so everyone knows I'm alive. So yeah, I gotta go. See ya!
Saturday, July 10, 2010
What would you without...
What would you do without facebook? The guy from baseball added me on facebook! You don't understand how happy I was when that happened. He gives me these butterflies that won't go away when I'm thinking of him. I promised myself not to look too much at his facebook profile though, because if I do, chances are I'm going to find things out that I really didn't want to know. For example, I'd prefer to not know if he has a girlfriend. That way I don't feel bad about liking him.
Anyways, I saw Toy Story 3 yesterday. I don't really like Toy Story, but I have to say that this one was the best in the trilogy. I was so excited when they showed the trailer for the Voyage of the Dawn Treader before the movie started. Did you know that there is going to be a smurf movie? I am so going to see that.
I have two new favourite songs, not that you care, but I'm going to say it anyways. They are Invisible by Taylor Swift, and We'll Be a Dream by We the Kings. I just think invisible explains my life, completely. If you've read the past few blogs you'd understand why. If you happen to be one of my friends, you'd better know why without having to read the past few blogs, just from past experiences you should know. I recommend both those songs to everybody!
Anyways, I gotta go. Bye!
Anyways, I saw Toy Story 3 yesterday. I don't really like Toy Story, but I have to say that this one was the best in the trilogy. I was so excited when they showed the trailer for the Voyage of the Dawn Treader before the movie started. Did you know that there is going to be a smurf movie? I am so going to see that.
I have two new favourite songs, not that you care, but I'm going to say it anyways. They are Invisible by Taylor Swift, and We'll Be a Dream by We the Kings. I just think invisible explains my life, completely. If you've read the past few blogs you'd understand why. If you happen to be one of my friends, you'd better know why without having to read the past few blogs, just from past experiences you should know. I recommend both those songs to everybody!
Anyways, I gotta go. Bye!
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Grand Slam!
So tonight we had a baseball game, and that guy I was telling you about was there! We were down 4 runs and the bases were loaded. He came up to bat and hit a grand slam, bringing them all in and tying the game. Sadly we got out right after that. But the game ended up tied! I was happy it was him that tied the game for us! Sadly, he still doesn't know I exist, well I suppose he does seeing as I'm scorekeeper and he asked me for batting order today, but that means nothing. He actually looked shy when he was asking for it, he tried to get around asking me. I don't know whether that's a good thing or a bad thing. I just keep playing tonights game over and over again in my head and I can't help but smile. At the end of the game he took his jersey off and was wearing a muscle shirt *sigh*
Anyways, be prepared for me to blog about baseball almost all summer. I'm also wondering what my friends are doing seeing as they 1. don't answer their many e-mails from me and 2. don't answer my text messages. I have 2 friends that talk to me almost everyday. And the rest of them... well I'm lucky if they talk to me twice in 1months. You know who you are! And if you happen to be reading this, I'd like you to e-mail me once and a while even if you're either 1 involved in a busy life or 2 ignoring me.
So, I hope everyone's summer is just as good, or better, than mine! Adios, ttyl.
Anyways, be prepared for me to blog about baseball almost all summer. I'm also wondering what my friends are doing seeing as they 1. don't answer their many e-mails from me and 2. don't answer my text messages. I have 2 friends that talk to me almost everyday. And the rest of them... well I'm lucky if they talk to me twice in 1months. You know who you are! And if you happen to be reading this, I'd like you to e-mail me once and a while even if you're either 1 involved in a busy life or 2 ignoring me.
So, I hope everyone's summer is just as good, or better, than mine! Adios, ttyl.
Monday, July 5, 2010
Life Made Complete
What's summer without meeting a new boy? Guess what? My vacation from boy drama is officially over. I met this cute new boy who is (once again) younger than me. However, he is on my brothers baseball team. I promised myself not to get caught up with this one, and to let a crush be just a crush. What is up with me a baseball boys? I think this is my third crush from someone at my brothers baseball. First it was this guy who was on the team that my brother actually hung out with so I was going to his house a lot and we became good friends (hes at baseball this year too... enough said). Then it was last years base coach. I was way caught up in his drama and well let's just say I liked him for almost all the wrong reasons, it just took me a year to realise it. Now it's cute baseball boy (I'm not naming any names for privacy reasons), and I promised myself that I won't get caught up in any more drama. Let's see how that goes. As you probably have figured right now, you'll find out if anything happens, the moment it happens. If you happen to be one of my friends that has my e-mail address and I haven't told you about this new person, please just e-mail me.
You'd think all my friends would know about this by now, but some of them (you know who you are) will only answer one of my e-mails, when in actuality all of them are important. Others, I just haven't had the time to e-mail. And one, I have to text them everything because of a lack of computers, and texting isn't easy when trying to explain something is 140 characters.
I am sooo close to convincing my parents to buy me a laptop. See, what happened was my new Harry Potter game was well, too new. My computer has a really crappy video card so it couldn't play the game. I told my mom this, and then complained to her about being tired of having this happen to me with all the newer computer games. My mom asked my dad if it would be in my best interest to get a laptop "for school" as she said. The only school I will be doing will be learning how to play my new game. And she knows that, but you know, to convince my dad, it has to be for something good. I have a laptop picked out and everything. I really hope he buys it for me, I would even consider it an early birthday present. However, I'm assuming my parents are paying for my drivers course, and test as a birthday present because I'm dying to learn how to drive.
My brother has swimming in the morning, and I walk him to the pool and stay there and wait for him to finish and walk him home. Naturally, I thought this would be something quite boring and a waste of my time. However, I know this guy there and when I was younger I had a huge crush on his younger brother (who is my age)but seeing him today at the pool made me ask myself, why did I like his brother when he was always around? Man, he is mega hot! He was teaching a life guarding class, and I watched him the whole time. I even got to see him take his shirt off! I get to see him for two weeks straight! YAAAAY!
Even if people say I have a sucky summer ahead, I say it's going to be one of the best summer's ever! I actually have goals for the summer and I'm going to spend the next two months trying to achieve these goals. I'd rather not say exactly what all the goals are, but from reading this entry, I think you can guess one or two :P
Anyways, I have to go! TTYL
You'd think all my friends would know about this by now, but some of them (you know who you are) will only answer one of my e-mails, when in actuality all of them are important. Others, I just haven't had the time to e-mail. And one, I have to text them everything because of a lack of computers, and texting isn't easy when trying to explain something is 140 characters.
I am sooo close to convincing my parents to buy me a laptop. See, what happened was my new Harry Potter game was well, too new. My computer has a really crappy video card so it couldn't play the game. I told my mom this, and then complained to her about being tired of having this happen to me with all the newer computer games. My mom asked my dad if it would be in my best interest to get a laptop "for school" as she said. The only school I will be doing will be learning how to play my new game. And she knows that, but you know, to convince my dad, it has to be for something good. I have a laptop picked out and everything. I really hope he buys it for me, I would even consider it an early birthday present. However, I'm assuming my parents are paying for my drivers course, and test as a birthday present because I'm dying to learn how to drive.
My brother has swimming in the morning, and I walk him to the pool and stay there and wait for him to finish and walk him home. Naturally, I thought this would be something quite boring and a waste of my time. However, I know this guy there and when I was younger I had a huge crush on his younger brother (who is my age)but seeing him today at the pool made me ask myself, why did I like his brother when he was always around? Man, he is mega hot! He was teaching a life guarding class, and I watched him the whole time. I even got to see him take his shirt off! I get to see him for two weeks straight! YAAAAY!
Even if people say I have a sucky summer ahead, I say it's going to be one of the best summer's ever! I actually have goals for the summer and I'm going to spend the next two months trying to achieve these goals. I'd rather not say exactly what all the goals are, but from reading this entry, I think you can guess one or two :P
Anyways, I have to go! TTYL
Saturday, July 3, 2010
joys of summer
ahh yes. summer. i haven't woken up earlier than 10 am in a month :) So i saw eclipse two days ago. I have to say that it is the best twilight movie so far. It was pretty good, I was pleased.
Ive been swimming a lot too. I have sun burns down my arms, and on my face.
I bought the Harry Potter Lego years 1-4 computer game. I have yet to play it but it looks really fun.
Did anyone watch the new Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows trailer? It was soooo intense and amazing!!! I also saw the Narnia: Voyage of the Dawn Treader trailer and that looked awesome too.
anyways, i gotta go.
Bye!
Ive been swimming a lot too. I have sun burns down my arms, and on my face.
I bought the Harry Potter Lego years 1-4 computer game. I have yet to play it but it looks really fun.
Did anyone watch the new Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows trailer? It was soooo intense and amazing!!! I also saw the Narnia: Voyage of the Dawn Treader trailer and that looked awesome too.
anyways, i gotta go.
Bye!
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